It's time to take a different approach for a while.
This is a check-in regarding what's going on with me, affecting my engagement via this venue.
I find that I must take a step back. My slowdown (practically to a complete stop) in my posting here, and uploading videos to my correlated YouTube channel, is not due to laziness, illness, being too busy with other matters, or a waning of interest in the subject matter. Without boring anyone with the details (there are many on which I could elaborate), the basic reason is this:
The “driving force” behind my publicizing my thoughts and feelings about this Substack’s topical orientation has been to ultimately position myself as a disclosure integration facilitator; yet, I find that I am increasing overwhelmed by the complexity and nuances of the subject matter. So, with me personally, “things currently are going in the wrong direction.” I don’t know whether that is a temporary or lasting problem, but while it is the case, I don’t feel confident that I can offer the quantity and quality of original, as well as accurate and meaningful, content that justifies regularly articulating my point of view, and my latest thoughts on what others who are seemingly closer to the subject matter (so to speak) are saying and doing. My audience deserves better service than I feel able to deliver at this time; so, the course of integrity, I find, is to largely disqualify myself for the time being.
I encourage everyone to continue investigating the subject matter, and to try to integrate whatever one learns with pre-existing knowledge as best one can, while also continuing to pursue a broadened and deepened understanding of reality in ways that are not directly linked to “revelations from ETs,” who are not God or gods, and whose propaganda (if we might call it that, not implying that it is necessarily intended to be deceptive) for a variety of reasons may not be more dependable on many subjects than other sources of learning and knowing. This is most likely an area of study that could quite reasonably be a primary focus of one’s attention for years, or for a lifetime.
During my time of largely desisting from writing (or making videos) and publishing, I intend to pursue the development of my remote viewing skills. I deem RV to be an essential part of the puzzle—not that I think it is the be-all and end-all of knowledge gathering either. I am convinced that it is subject to one’s built-in biases and “coloring tendencies,” as well as to obfuscation and deception on the part of those who don’t want the truth to be known, which group can include both members of our own species and members of other intelligent species. So, it’s another useful means of gathering data, but no more infallible that any other means, such as interviewing eyewitnesses of events, or reading contemporary accounts of them, or looking at something using a telescope or microscope, or using other scientific instrumentation. It can probably provide a more intimate and direct sense of contact with “targets” or interest than most other investigative methods.
I will also be reading books and continuing to watch videos and listen to audios. I need o graduate from being a beginning student, who probably doesn’t really have the best judgment about what I’m absorbing, to various “degree levels” in the subject matter, roughly equivalent to the standard American academic levels of associate, bachelor, master, and PhD.
Would you enjoy following a student as he or she goes from basic education through the process of learning in, for example, anthropology, political science, finance, or business, getting a series of degrees over a period of several years? That “sounds boring” to me, regardless of how interesting and useful the subject matter may be.
I believe I am due for a period of seeing to my own education and skills development, returning to publishing (perhaps expanding into other activities) in earnest when disclosure starts to meaningfully happen and humankind as a whole has no choice but to focus on a crash course in matters concerning NHI, or ETs. In the meantime, I may surface with occasional comments as we are all presented with various milestones, which of course I expect will continue to happen.
As always, I thank you for your time and attention.